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Raymond Fernando: Senior Caregiver Reveals Harsh Realities Behind Caring For His Schizophrenic Wife For 40 Years

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Raymond Fernando: Senior Caregiver Reveals Harsh Realities Behind Caring For His Schizophrenic Wife For 40 Years
For forty years, Singaporean silver Raymond Anthony Fernando stood by his wife Doris Lau’s side, acting as a steadfast companion, loving husband and doting caregiver before she passed away suddenly from a bout of pneumonia in 2013.
She had schizophrenia – a major psychotic disorder characterised by significant impairments in the way reality is perceived, resulting in abnormal thinking or behaviour. This manifests in symptoms like hallucinations, delusions, social withdrawal and apathy, all of which can significant hinder daily life, work and relationships.
Her mental illness was not something that developed out of the blue during the couple’s decades-long marriage. Rather, it was something that the late Doris had long lived with, and something that her now-74-year-old husband was aware of from as early as date number three.
They met in the ’70s. Raymond was working in the Singapore Broadcasting Corporation (SBC, later corporatised to Media Corporation of Singapore, then Mediacorp) in a public-facing administrative role, while Doris was a stenographer. He made the first move, penning a letter to her after she appeared in Her World magazine.
They quickly upgraded from pen pals to meeting in person. Says Raymond fondly, “For our first date, we met at the Satay Club for a simple meal. The next time, we went to the Capitol Theatre to catch a movie. By the third date, she told me.”
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It was no simple confession, as mental illnesses were heavily stigmatised then. Even now, people with major psychotic disorders like schizophrenia see a great deal of prejudice from strangers and friends alike.
Many of Doris’ ex-boyfriends took her revelation as a cue to leave. Raymond took it as a sign to ask for her hand in marriage.
Raymond Fernando: Senior Caregiver Reveals Harsh Realities Behind Caring For His Schizophrenic Wife For 40 Years - Raymond Anthony Fernando and Doris Lau
Credit: Raymond Fernando
The couple were wed by 1974. Both continued to work full-time at first, as Doris’ symptoms had largely stabilised under her psychiatrist’s supervision.
According to Raymond, her illness was usually brought on by various environmental stressors. Their rocky finances, exacerbated by the cost of medication and treatment, was a major point of pressure. The death of Doris’ mother also dealt a huge blow to her mental health, as the two were “extremely close”.
The symptoms that manifested ranged from “intense jealousy” – “I worked long hours at SBC, and that led to her imagining that there was some other woman”, says Raymond – and insomnia to dark, depressive moods, headaches and delusions.
Raymond Fernando championing mental health in later life
That mounting stress led Raymond to attempt suicide in 1995. Thankfully, he didn’t succeed.

"If I had went first, who could’ve taken care of her?"

The silver ended up quitting his job in 2009 to care for Doris, who by then had developed arthritis and required a strict daily regimen of 52 pills.

"To continue to make ends meet, I took up writing."

Raymond Fernando: Senior Caregiver Reveals Harsh Realities Behind Caring For His Schizophrenic Wife For 40 Years - Loving a Schizophrenic
He chronicled their story in Loving a Schizophrenic, which sold well enough to spur him into publishing 10 more books. He encouraged his wife to do the same.
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That experience of helping Doris to “overcome self-doubt due to her mental illness” continues to drive Raymond today in his advocacy for caregivers and mental health.
It’s also earned him recognition in the local media and plaudits like the Pioneer of Promise award at the annual Singapore Silent Heroes Award ceremony 2023 by non-profit organisation Civilians Association (Singapore) and Model Caregiver Award by Asian Women’s Welfare Association, among others.
Raymond Fernando's advice for caregivers
Raymond Fernando: Senior Caregiver Reveals Harsh Realities Behind Caring For His Schizophrenic Wife For 40 Years - Framed poems for his wife at home
But the senior says that awards and recognition are not why he continues in his advocacy late into his golden years.
Indeed, he sees similarities between caring for people with mental illnesses and those with ailments like dementia.

"You need to separate the person from the illness, and that’s not easy."

The silver advises those on their own caregiving journey to build up a network of trusted friends and family who can help them with “purchasing necessities or running errands”.

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